Ep #268: When Thought Work Becomes Self-Criticism: How to Escape the Spiral

This is Feminist Wellness, and I’m your host, Nurse Practitioner, Functional Medicine expert, and life coach, Victoria Albina. I’ll show you how to get unstuck, drop the anxiety, perfectionism, and codependency so you can live from your beautiful heart. Welcome, my love, let’s get started.

Hello, hello, my love. I hope this finds you doing so well. Me and the crew in Anchored were talking the other day about how much better we all feel, just super magically, here in the northern hemisphere. Yeah, just due to magic, right?

No, silly gooses, due to sunshine, springtime, more time outside, the days being longer, just seeing green buds and crocus' and daffodils and bunnies, and hearing birds. There are studies that show it's good for our health, makes us feel more grounded; I will testify to that. I love all the seasons, and spring is no different.

But gosh, there's just such a marked energetic shift in my friends, my family, my amazing humans in Anchored. There's just a little more pep in our proverbial step now that it's springtime. And so, we started talking about this concept, I came up with the title and I absolutely love it.

The episodes about to get into it in a lot of detail, so I just want to say this. When you are seeking to improve your mental health, your self-esteem, your self-confidence, your decision making… When you are looking to shift from codependent thinking to interdependent thinking, do not forget your body.

And I don't just mean in a somatic, feel your feelings in your body, way. I mean like, baby, what time are you going to sleep? Are you eating enough? Are you eating the right things? Are you  getting enough good, clean, filtered water? Are you getting enough sunshine? Time with friends? Are you treating you like the taller toddler you are?

Are you? I hope you are, because you deserve to be treated exactly that way, my beautiful, sweet love. We talk about this in Anchored a lot because we need to be thinking about it. But also because the modern coaching industry, and the #wellness and #selfhealer, and all these influences on us can make us feel like our mindsets are everything and somatic practice is everything.

“If things aren't going your way, or you’re having a thought about it that is negative or that is harmful, you should do that work, right? That introspection is really important. Check it out. Think about your thinking.” I teach people to do that, I do it myself. Legit, every day I do my thought work. It's important.

What are you thinking? Whose thoughts are in your head? Are they your dad’s? Are they your fourth-grade teacher’s? Are they that mean high school boyfriend of yours? Or are they yours? I don't know. Do you know? Let's investigate.

So, yes, thought work. Yes, mindset work. Yes, somatic work. But also, when's the last time you got a hug? Right? When's the last time you laughed with friends? Or watched a really silly movie? Or had a really nourishing meal instead of a quick one? Are you taking care of the whole of you?

And if you're flipping your lid… Thanks, Dan Siegel… your nervous system is getting dysregulated, is it deep work? Is it trauma? Maybe. But also, do you have to poop? For real, right? Let's remember we are mammals. Yes to all the deeper work, but don't forget the mammalaucity of it.

And if you're about to write me an email saying mammalaucity is not a word, you're correct. And, I don't care. And, I love you. And, I appreciate your thoughtfulness about my use of the English language. But you know, here we are. Mammalaucity, put it on a t-shirt, folks.

Listen, I'm going to let you hear the show in just a second. I just want to say this: I love you, and you're perfect. You're doing your best, be kind to you; that was A-1. B-2, Anchored. When you hear this, it will almost be too late to join Anchored. Not to be dramatic, but Anchored almost full. It sells out every single time. It's the best place on earth. I love it more than anything.

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I'm simply there to coach you and love you, and help you decide if you want to join us or if it's not the right time. Easy peasy. But let's just do it, right? Let's stop talking about it and thinking about it, and let's do it. You deserve to take action to live the life you want to, and I'm pretty skilled at helping people to do just that. So, come join me. All right, sending lots of love your way. Enjoy this episode, it really is such a winner.

Hello, hello, my love. I hope this finds you doing so well. So, this week, I want to talk about something I see pretty much every day in my clients in Anchored, my six-month program, and definitely have seen in myself. Which is this, almost obsessively picking apart and deconstructing our thoughts, and spinning and spooning in endless thought work.

Which can so easily turn into self-criticism and self-judgment, and feeling like, “Oh, geez, I'm never going to be able to change these thoughts. What's wrong with me? I'm lousy at thought work.” Or, it  can lead us to say thought work doesn't work, which is not true to my lived experience. When actually, the answer may be simpler than your brain would lead you to think.

This week, I want to remind you that while your thoughts, as they interplay with your nervous system, are always playing a really important role in your felt experience of life. Sometimes the issue that really needs your attention is a more mammalian one.

That it's not just your thoughts that create your lived experience. There are myriad factors at play that impact your thoughts. And there are myriad factors that impact your body, that then impact your thoughts. And that is our topic, today.

You see, it's really easy for us to forget that we are, in fact, taller toddlers. You heard me right. I called you and me a “taller toddler”. I might keep cracking up every time I say that, because it's kind of funny, right? That's what we are, in a biological sense.

So, our brain tells us that just because we're taller, we're grown, we pay taxes and drive cars and put on our own pants, thank you very much, we don't need to be paying the same exquisite attention to our biological needs as when we were knee-high to a proverbial grasshopper. It's just not true.

I don't think it's loving to expect our human bodies and minds and nervous systems, to do life without the basic attention every toddler, knee-high or fully grown, needs.

My beauty, we're all out here learning to be more emotionally mature. To show up as our most favorite version of ourselves… A term someone shared with me recently, that I like so much more than our “best self”, because it's a lot less pressure. And while we're doing that work, it's really challenging to fully show up when our bodies aren't attended to.

If you know my work, then you know that I believe that our connection with our body’s deep intelligence is a vital part of healing our past, getting present right now, and creating the future we dream of.

As a holistic and functional medicine nurse practitioner, as the body focused somatics-based coach that I am, my life-long focus has been, and will likely always be, the importance of our bodies and our lived experience. I don't know about you, but it's challenging for me to step into full presence with myself when I'm not taking care of my body.

I was inspired to share this for several reasons. First of all, the core work of Anchored is, yes, about overcoming our codependent, perfectionist and people-pleasing habits. And that work is based in reclaiming our bodily or somatic connection with self. Reclaiming our presence, and learning to regulate or balance our nervous systems.

So, we can live life from a new story. Not just in our minds, but in our bodies, as well. The way there, the pathway to reclaiming our minds, rewiring our thinking back towards ourselves and away from the lessons we've learned about our worth from our family blueprint, the patriarchy, white settler colonialism, on and on, is by reconnecting with self through presence.

We learn to believe and operate from the story that we don't have inherent worth unless we're putting everyone and everything ahead of ourselves, thereby getting validation from others. The body knows a different story. Your body knows just how magical and miraculous and amazing you are, and wants you to remember that. And, so do I.

So, it behooves us to pay attention to our bodies. For those of us who find it challenging, or not super safe, to drop into our bodies and into presence internally… Either, because we've been living from our heads for so long, putting ourselves and our bodies dead last for so long, taking care of everyone else's hunger, thirst, etc. first, for so long… that being present in life, especially inside our bodies, is just confusing.

It's a thing we aren't familiar with. And yeah, it's going to take a hot minute to remember how to feel our own lifeforce energy in our bodies, and to get present within. And, that's totally okay, normal; makes a lot of sense, actually, right?

For those of us whose experience of stress, distress, and trauma was in our actual bodies, as in the case of physical or sexual abuse, assault, or other trauma, then going inside can feel super unsafe; which also makes a wicked amount of sense, right? Thereby, it makes so much sense that we are detached from our biological impulses.

And yes, nerd alert, are our needs as mammals that we learned to subsume or push aside. Heating, eating, burping, passing gas, we learned to ignore these signals from within. And when we go to school, we're actively taught that we can't eat, or drink, or pee whenever we want to. That burping and passing gas are rude, and we're going to get shamed about it.

So, we learn to ignore those signals from within, and to carry on from our minds. One of the first things we can do is to focus on our taller toddlerhood, by getting back in touch with our biological impulses as mammals. As the pathway to somatic or body-based connection with self.

And from there, from that basic connection with self, we can grow our capacity to do what I can do now after many years of practice, which is to name my emotions as a felt experience in my body. You've heard me do it before. For example, “This sadness feels like a deep blue wave in my belly pulling me under it.”

From there, we can do what we do every week in Anchored, which is to get into conversation with those energies, those felt experiences, those emotions within. To ask them what they want and need, for and from us. So, we can start to meet our own needs through our bodies. Which is a beautiful and life changing practice, I must say.

For many of us, the antecedent to going inside and reclaiming internal presence, the thing to start with, are simple and mammalian. Remember, that when I say simple, I never mean easy. Because that's BS, and is definitely not a nervous system thoughtful thing to say at all, right?

So, these things are simple. And for many of us, there may be emotional, or energetic, or historical blocks within us to doing these things. And the more we can bring our awareness, care, and love, towards the taking care of us, the more we're moving towards taking care of us, right?

The second reason I want to share this, is this. We can use thought work against ourselves in a lot of ways. And yes, I'll do a whole show on that, because it's really important. Meanwhile, one of the key ways we do that is by staying in our heads and forgetting that mind and body are one. And that if your body isn't happy it's hard for you, your nervous system, your inner children, your thoughts, to be happy.

When you apply to Anchored, you get presents; because I love you. And one of those amazing presents is an invitation to get coached by me live, for free, on a somatic coaching call I do over Zoom. Pretty cool, right? It's so much fun, because I get to meet you all before we start Anchored together. I get to do my most favoritest thing in the world, which is to coach. So much joy; I love coaching.

On this last call, a fellow nurse… Hello fellow nurse, you know who you are… shared that she had recently stopped a psychoactive medication for ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder). And the thoughts that kept coming to her head like a tsunami were, “I feel unmanageable and out of control.” When she tried to do all this thought work on it, her body was, in her words, mas o menos, screaming at her. She kept saying the thought work wasn't working.

To which, I very lovingly said, “Of course, it isn't, my darling. You just stopped a very powerful stimulant. Your body is frantically trying to regain equilibrium and homeostasis and rebalance, for the absence of a revverupper drug. And of course, you feel bananas out of control, my beauty. That makes sense.”

So, when we have a change in life, whether it's starting or stopping a medication, or a changing relationship, job, housing, a loss, a gain, our bodies need time, love, compassion, to equilibrate to the new reality. Those moments of transition, those liminal spaces in between here and there, are times when we benefit greatly from paying enormous attention to the fact that we are taller toddlers.

It behooves us to give significant attention to the seemingly little things, that are massive things for body. Because if not, we're going to stay in that spin in our minds that say, “This moment requires thought work. A cognitive solution I can muscle through, push through,” which ,as we talked about last episode, I am not in favor of.

When in fact, if we pause, we might remember that we need to start with the body and then come back to the mind or our habitual go-to thoughts will feel like facts within us. This wonderful human I was coaching, shared that she was believing the thought that she was out of control. That was keeping her stuck and spinning in the past, present, and future, with thoughts like, “It'll always be this way. And effectively, I'm doomed.”

So, whenever your brain starts to attack you, to tell you you're an eff-up, no good, always make mistakes, can't change, habit changes are stuck or stagnant, or your brain starts to lash out at others, “He's a jerk. She's a jerk. They're the worst,” I'll invite you to come back to your perfect body to see what you need, toddler style.

Here are some questions that I'll invite you to ask yourself. And yeah, I'm about to go super-duper basic on you. That's the point, my darling. Because we get so busy, so externally focused, so other focused, so task and productivity and outside world focused, that we get into a spin and forget to attend to ourselves.

And definitely forget to ask ourselves, when we're in the middle of some kind of thought spiral, have I nourished myself today? Now, that doesn't just mean food, it means nourishment. Meaning sweetness, tenderness, loving yourself up, or letting someone else give you love. Have I gotten enough nourishment lately?

If not, how can you give that to you, or connect with a person or animal that can show you some love, and can support you in co-regulating your nervous system? Have I had enough water today? Where in my menstrual cycle, am I?

For humans who don't menstruate or don't have a uterus, you're still 70% water and are also deeply impacted by the moon and the tide. So, what's up for your body and your hormones today? For more on this, look up my amazing friend and colleague, Maisie Hill.

This one came up in our weekly Anchor coaching, today. Have you experienced grief or loss? Is today's mood or energy just an expectable ripple of that recent grief, that years-ago grief? Or, is there an anniversary of a death or a birth, or another date around the corner, impacting your energy, mindset, and body? Do you need rest? Do you need to process that grief? Ask your body what it may need.

Next up: Have I eaten enough? Am I just irritable because I am hangry? Hangry is super real. By which I mean, unbalanced blood sugar, right? Is your glucose off? Maybe you've eaten but did you get enough calories? Did you get enough nutrient dense foods? Did you get the amount of carbs and veggies and protein that your body needs? Did you get enough fat?

I love fat. I'm not even hungry, but I mention fat and I actually start salivating. Humans, what are you going to do? But really, have you gotten enough nourishment? The right kind of calories for you? The ones that make your body feel happy, nourished, and taken care of?

How did you eat them? Were you eating from ventral vagal, meaning with calm and peace in your heart? Or, were you eating on the go? Listen, I get it. It's not always possible to sit down and meditate before you eat. I was a primary care provider in many very busy clinics for quite a while, so I get being busy and rushed by your job.

Sometimes what feels possible is shoving half a Ruben down your throat while you're doing your patient charts. Because if you don't eat now, you can't eat for another four or eight hours. I get it, sometimes you really do only have eight minutes to eat.

If you know me, you know I'm practical, so, no shaming, no stress; quite the opposite. When you have only eight minutes to eat, that is the time when I believe it is most important to add a millisecond to your process. To take a breath and to ground yourself before eating. To put both feet on the floor.

It can really take just that quick moment to allow your body to go into that parasympathetic, safe, and social place where you're going to get the nutrients and nourishment out of your food. It really might just be one breath away, my darling.

Next: Sleep. Am I irritated, annoyed, out of sorts, sad, grumpy, angry, whatever, because I didn't sleep well last night, or because I haven't slept well in a month or six? What's going on with my sleep? Sleep is enormous for our mental and physical wellness, and our nervous system’s capacity to step into presence.

Because when we're not sleeping well our bodies believe we're under attack. Because we haven't had a chance to do all the things that happen in a body when it's in proper airplane mode. We haven't been able to detox properly, or absorb our nutrients, on and on. And if you have chronic insomnia, I see you. It can be so incredibly challenging.

And whatever your sleep situation, I'm never saying you're doing anything wrong or that you're effing up. I just want to invite you to take this as an invitation to bring in more self-compassion. And to say, “I want to acknowledge and honor that part of why things have felt so challenging today, or lately, is because I'm sleep deprived.”

One of the things I'll bring your attention to is the habit of looking at our screens way too late at night. We may be sleeping enough hours, but we're not getting that really deep restful sleep we need if we're looking at blue screens after dark, to be real, but particularly right before bed. Because those screens, with all that shiny blue light, turn off your endogenous or self-made melatonin.

Which means that you're not getting the full set of biochemical signals that your body needs to find a truly restful sleep. Even if you are taking a melatonin pill. Bodies like the real deal better, you know what I mean? So, the remedy there is to begin to ask yourself: What is your relationship to sleep?

Does that relationship honor you as both the adult and the taller toddler within? Would you give your bedtime routine to a little kiddo? And if so, what would the next day feel like if you kept a toddler up until midnight, one, two, three a.m. doom scrolling? I'm just going to cut to the finish here and tell you, it won't be cute for anyone involved.

So, the remedy here is to make a commitment to establishing a solid bedtime and sticking to it. No matter how alluring the blue light boxes are. This, both helps us to optimize our tomorrows, and helps us somatically. Because it puts us back in touch with our body's sleepiness signals.

Once we feel that first little drop of tired, we get to practice honoring that by going the eff- to bed before we get overtired; which is for real thing in both kids and adults. The shorthand is, we get a second wind, right? We get that tired-but-wired cortisol spike, and it can be very challenging to put ourselves to sleep once that happens.

So, as soon as you feel tired, hopping right in the shower or doing whatever your bedtime routine is, and going to bed, is really going to help you to find a way back into a circadian rhythm that really supports you.

Listen, I like fun. I'm not saying to not watch a movie on a Saturday night. What I'm saying is that habitually looking at blue screens after dark messes up our circadian rhythms. And thus, it can be a reason why your thoughts are running to self-blame or meanness. Why you're irritable, etc., and is certainly something worth looking at.

And that brings us to my next point, which is caffeine. I'm about to make myself really unpopular, right now. And, I'm here for it. I'm just here for it. So, caffeine can be very challenging for some bodies and nervous systems, because it's this external stimulant that overrides our body's wisdom. That wisdom that tells us we are tired and need rest.

Instead, caffeine makes us feel like we're just fine, thank you very much. It sort of makes us feel like staying up too late, or otherwise not getting the appropriate sleep. It's like it erases it from our minds, because we're stimulated externally by the caffeine, which further takes us out of our body’s rhythms, and then we're tired. So, we have more caffeine, and then we don't sleep well, we wake up foggy, we need caffeine, on and on.

So, having too much caffeine, or too little if you're accustomed to a certain amount, can absolutely be a cause of irritability, or taller toddler grumps. One of the things I recommend, especially for folks who have low grade, or chronic anxiety, depression, or other mood concerns, and for everyone not sleeping optimally, is to do a trial off caffeine for a week or so to see what happens.

I actually think this is a good idea for all of us to do, because why not? Right? Because if you've been drinking it every day since forever, how do you know what it's doing to your body, your mood, your energy now? How do you know what it feels like to be off of stimulants? How do you know what full presence in your body feels like in the absence of caffeine?

I didn't know the depth and breadth of my capacity to be present in and with myself until I stopped drinking caffeine. I was drinking chimarrão maté, the caffeine of my people. I was drinking way too much. I was not in right relationship with it. And, stopping it has been an amazing gift to myself.

Of course, my darlings, please don't quit cold turkey. You need to decrease your daily milligram intake very slowly, or you'll get a killer headache. There are tons of places online where folks will talk you through this. So, titrate. Go slowly. No massive headaches, please.

Another thing it behooves me to say, is that our biological reaction to drugs like caffeine is super individual and genetic. My date can have a cup of full caffeine coffee at midnight, and then go to sleep two minutes later. That's their genetics.

Now that I've been off caffeine for so long if I had, I don't know, a full cup of Earl Grey, I would be a little shaky. I'd be a little, yeah, maybe anxious. A second cup of black tea and I'd be wicked anxious. But with one, I know I would just be a less embodied and less pleasant version of myself, and I don't like it. I don't want to show up for my life and the world that way.

So, maybe caffeine works great for you. Congrats. It's not without its benefits, and that's awesome. Good for you, rock it out. Still, you don't know what it's doing until you come all the way off it.

The kitten step here is to only have caffeine before 12, noon, because the half-life is four to eight hours on average. So, if you have a cup of coffee at 2pm, depending on your metabolism, it's like you got half a cup between 4pm and 8pm.

So, if you're not sleeping well, you're waking up exhausted, you're irritable in the evenings, it's something curious to get curious about. Does caffeine actually or still work for your body? Are you just having it too late in the day? Are you having the wrong kind of caffeine for your body?

Coffee, even decaf, completely jacks me. But half a cup of Earl Grey can feel quite nice. A little bit of maté here and there, also fine, right? So, getting to know yourself, your liver, your digestion, your metabolism is really helpful, right?

Next, in a continued effort to make myself even less popular, alcohol. As always, and before we dive in here, I am not demonizing anything. Alcohol is not the devil. I'm just sharing science so you can make your own decisions. Because you are a taller toddler, but you're also grown.

So, alcohol disrupts our sleep architecture. Which means you're physiologically not sleeping as well or as deeply when you've ingested alcohol. That could be playing a part in you feeling irritable, annoyed, mean to yourself, or using thought work against yourself the next day.

When that's happening, I'll invite you to get curious. To ask yourself: What substances have I ingested? How might they be impacting my mood, energy, and sense of self? Because our biological capacity to digest alcohol and other substances changes with time.

So, just because you could “house it” in college, doesn't mean that one martini isn't a root cause of you being a cranky pants today. Just like with caffeine, getting curious is the invitation. Where you go from there is up to you. And, I will encourage you to get curious.

Next up: Movement. I'll start with saying this, I'm never talking about movement towards a goal of making yourself smaller for the male gaze; 0% ever. Health at all sizes, end of story. So, movement. We need it as mammals. If we don't get it, grumperoniness, sluggishness, etc. are bound to arrive sooner or later.

An ex of mine had no real movement in their life. And every single day, multiple times a day, for years, they would talk about how they were so tired. On the rare occasion they would go for a walk with me, I didn't hear the same story, and their mood was slightly less grumpatronic.

For a human like me, daily movement is not optional. I need to move energy through my body and out. And folks with other constitutions, may need movement to generate the energy they need to show up for life as their favorite self.

So, whichever feels true for you, when you're in a mood that doesn't feel loving, if you're being mean to you, or snappy at others, try a short walk, flow through a vinyasa. If you're in a wheelchair and can move your arms, maybe move your hands overhead or do some weights. If you can stand, do some jumping jacks. Push-ups are my favorite; they bring me right into presence.

Give your taller toddler self the opportunity to reset and change the channel with movement. Whatever works for you, my darling. Remember, we evolved as a species to run from things, to be active animals. And our sedentary, modern-day lifestyle of literally just sitting all day at a computer… Thanks, capitalism… is just not great for us.

And so, setting movement reminders on your phone, connecting with a movement buddy, or doing whatever you need to do so you don't get to the point of being annoyed, irritated, or out of character for yourself, can be really, really helpful.

Using our tool of the minimum baseline, which we talked about in Episode 78, is a really great way to start building trust with yourself that you're actually going to engage in whatever movement or other self-love practice is right for you.

My darling, I really want to encourage you to listen to and honor your biological impulses as a really vital way to build your somatic connection with self, and to help your body to remember that it really can trust you to do what's right for you.

So, by that, I mean to pee, to eat, to fart, to burp, to move, to be silent, etc. when those needs arise. We've been socialized and conditioned to keep our humaneness at bay lest we offend someone's delicate sensibilities. I get it, I don't want people burping in my face. But also, let's hold space for our humaneness. Right?

Humans burp, we pass gas, and sure, you can go to the bathroom to do it, but my point is to do it. Don't hold it in. Don't deny your biological impulses, my love. Toddlers, sure don't, so why should you?

Finally, ask yourself if you're physically comfortable in this moment? Because that matters, and impacts your felt experience of life, your nervous system, and thus your thoughts and feelings. Are you sitting comfortably? Are you doing that thing that we often do from our peoplepleasing habits of sitting or standing in an uncomfortable way and not wanting to move because you don't want to bother or disturb someone else?

Ask your body. Does it want to move, to stand, to sit, to lie on the floor, to shake around like a leaf in the wind? Are your shoes too tight? What about your bra? I'm serious. Are you physically comfortable or not? Because few things will evoke a taller toddler tantrum like an ill-fitting brassiere. Am I right?

Finally, if you're feeling stressed or irritable, and you've checked in with your toddler’s needs to see what a possible physical cause of that experience is, and you've attended to yourself as the beautiful animal you are, then it's time to get curious.

As folks with codependent, perfectionist, and people-pleasing thinking, living in the patriarchy, some guiding questions may be: Where have I been putting others ahead of myself? How have I been negating my own needs? Am I carrying a grump or resentment in my heart about that?

Do I feel like someone owes me one for doing something kind for them? Did I not set a boundary? Or, did I semi set a boundary and then not carry it out? Am I holding on to guilt, shame, blame? Am I telling a story about myself or others that’s coloring how I'm seeing the whole world?

Taking a moment to get curious about your thinking can be really helpful. Totally question your thoughts. One of the big things we do in thought work is to tease out what is a fact and what is a thought or a belief? Because our brains often don't know the difference.

Believing a thought like, “I'm out of control. He's a complete jerk,” are facts, when they're just our thoughts about things, that can lead us to stay in the belief that life is against us. That's when you can start to use the thought work I've taught you in many, many, many episodes, but particularly 107. That's a good place to start, “Thought Work 101” to start to sort out what the ‘what’ is in your own mind.

But of course, first, a nap, a snack, some jumping jacks, some quiet breaths, or whatever your perfect taller toddler body wants for you. My perfect tenderoni, above all, keep it simple, keep it actionable, and focused on getting curious first.

Step into being your own watcher. To start to suss out what is making you feel which kind of way, and from there start to work on one factor at a time. Taking small, manageable steps using the minimum baseline, if that resonates for you, towards living a life your inner toddler would be thrilled to live.

Above all, be as kind and compassionate and loving towards you as you would be towards an actual toddler having a challenging day. Remember, you can't heal hurt with more hurt. And the most loving path is always the firmly gentle and curious one.

Thanks for listening, my love. I hope that my latest interesting metaphor has been helpful for you. You all seem to love “be the cake”, so I figure why not be the taller… “taller toddler”… taller toddler; it's harder to think than you say it is. Nope. It's harder to say than you think it is. Give it a try, taller toddler.

As always, it's been a delight. Thank you for listening, my sweet love. If you are not following me on the ‘Gram, I'd recommend it. I give good ‘Gram over @victoriaalbinawellness. I'm flagging that because I'm doing a bunch of really fun, free webinars and low-cost workshops. I announce those on my email list and on the ‘Gram.

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Finally, if you have not applied to Anchored, my goodness, why? Anchored is my favorite place on earth. It is the most beautiful community of loving, kind, wonderful, supportive humans. Humans socialized as women who are gathered together for our collective healing, to reclaim our somatic or bodily experience of life, to become embodied once more, to regulate our nervous systems, to nerd out about all the science and psychology of being a human.

To have dance parties. We're having one next Tuesday, it's going to be amazing. To do breathwork, which we're doing tonight. And to really do some deep, deep, deep dive coaching. To really start to see the thing under the thing, under the thing, that's keeping us feeling stuck and spinning in old thoughts, beliefs, and lived experiences.

Anchored is the place to be if you want to change your life in a sustainable, holistic way for the long term. If you want to do it with me, because I'm pretty much very, very fun, we have a really, really good time overcoming our codependent, perfectionist, and people-pleasing habits. Because laughter and levity are good for the nervous system.

All right, my darlings, head on over to VictoriaAlbina.com/Anchored to learn all about it and to apply now. You'll get invitations to super special secret events, so you can't lose.

Alright, my beauty, let’s do what we do. A gentle hand on your heart, should you feel so moved. And remember, you are safe. You are held. You are loved. And, when one of us heals, we help heal the world. Be well, my beauty. I’ll talk to you soon.

Thank you for listening to this episode of Feminist Wellness. If you want to learn more all about somatics, what the heck that word means, and why it matters for your life, head on over to VictoriaAlbina.com/somaticswebinar for a free webinar all about it. Have a beautiful day my darling and I'll see you next week. Ciao.