Root Causes of Why We People Please
When we are focusing on pleasing other people, the irony is in that moment, we’re usually not actually pleasing ourselves. We’re putting other people’s wants, desires, joy, happiness, as we imagine it, ahead of our own. This people pleasing habit often comes from our childhood, from a deep mammalian need and desire to feel safe by keeping other people happy with us because our brains link that external validation and approval with our own survival.
And now as adults, this habit can keep us from our deepest happiness and joy, can keep us stuck living from old cassette tapes in our heads that urge us to put everyone else ahead of ourselves.
Those old perfectionist and codependent stories.
Let’s start with a few lines from Marion Milner. “For what is really easy as I found is to blind one’s eyes to what one really likes. To drift into accepting one’s wants readymade from other people and to evade the continual day to day sifting of values.”
People pleasing is to blind’s one’s eyes to what one really likes.
Trying to change ourselves to be acceptable to others is often the root cause of people pleasing, which is also a known trauma response.
I kept myself stuck in a career I was really good at and for sure, at times, deeply enjoyed, because it kept me from being vulnerable. Vulnerable to failure in the bad way. And more than anything, to my fear of other people’s judgments, critiques, not accepting my work as valid, people not being pleased with my choices.
What is people pleasing?
So people pleasing is when you try to make other people feel something, usually joy or happiness or appreciation of you and all that you do for them or in the world. And you prioritize doing so ahead of, instead of your own desires. It’s a way to put what you think other people want ahead of what you actually want, with a goal of trying to make or keep them happy.
And it’s so common in folks with a habit of codependent and perfectionist thoughts. Or those raised by folks with those thoughts. People pleasing is when you prioritize other people’s desires or preferences over your own, even around simple things like what to eat or what movies to watch.
I did this myself for years and years, and I would feel upset, disappointed, and resentful of the other person when I did it, especially if I did have awareness of my own desires and chose to override them to not make waves or to attempt to be seen in a particular light, such as friendly, generous, kind, compassionate.
What can happen when you have people-pleasing thought habits is that you can end up in a state of overwhelm because you’re trying to manage your own wants and needs, and what you perceive everyone else’s wants and needs to be.
It’s exhausting because your internal spotlight is not on yourself. It’s on everyone else.
And it can lead to resentment because you’re not ultimately getting what you want and need, and boy oh boy, does that ego like to take it personally. Now, it’s okay to want to do nice things for other people. I love doing nice things for other people. The problem comes when it’s at the cost of your own happiness, wants, or desires.
Compromise is wonderful if it doesn’t feel compromising.
You can also help people and support people from a healthy, loving, kind, generous place without it being people pleasing. And the difference lies in how your choices make you feel. When you pause long enough to take a serious look at your thought habits.
I always look at how the habits that hold us down in life were once actually really amazing, brilliant survival strategies, as a way to get your needs met as a child or at another point in your life. That is where we will always start.
While also holding that those same habits can now have not so nice consequences for us as adults. They can become or take on the energy of being maladaptive. And so it’s important to talk about how this people-pleasing habit has served you and me.
Folks with these habits are amazing chameleons. They’re adept at taking the temperature of the room, tuning in, intuiting their assumptions of what other people think and feel and need, and because they’ve been doing it their whole lives, they can be shockingly accurate in their assessments.
And there are so many jobs from being a nurse, service worker, waitress, leader, a CEO, where anticipating needs and desires is the most laudable skill. Folks with people-pleasing habits tend to have amazing work ethics. You make yourself indispensable in any setting. I mean, it’s great job security.
The side of people-pleasing habits that doesn’t serve you is when you do or say or wear or eat something you don’t want to because someone else wants to you, or you think it will make someone else happy at a cost to yourself.
When your desire for approval and validation are stronger than your desire to do what you want, it can be really challenging to speak up for yourself, to state your own desires.
And for some folks, you might not yet be skilled at acknowledging your wants, preferences, desires, for fear of someone not liking it, not agreeing with you, or being pleased with you.
You become so used to anticipating others’ needs, you lose touch with your own.
And this habit has its roots in codependent and perfectionist thought habits, trauma, stress, growing up with caretakers who didn’t see you or attend to you in the ways you wanted and needed developmentally, and also in structural inequalities.
And for some time, in some setting. The adjacent skills of people pleasing folks can be useful and beneficial in their ways. So the work is not and never is to beat yourself up or denigrate these skills. It’s to get into alignment with yourself and your true needs and to find that balance. Me first, you second, with love.
To do this is not selfish. Our work here is always to be interdependent. Not codependent or independent. To be able to lovingly connect with others and to do so, we get to show up for ourselves first and when we do, we can show up better, more authentically, honestly, lovingly, and with less resentment for the other people in our lives.
As always, if this topic is bringing up a lot for you, that means it’s likely something that’s a part of your thought habits. Nothing is wrong, everything is okay. We all have habits and there’s nothing, nothing to regret or to be mean to you about here. Just keep listening, keep breathing, and keep being gentle and kind with yourself, okay?
Some other hallmarks of this habit include hiding parts of yourself so others will like or, or at the least, won’t disapprove of you.
So you blend in with your family, the cool kids, the in-crowd to not feel singled out. Not setting or holding boundaries or limits, often because you never learned what they are, what they feel like or look like.
And just as often, you don’t set boundaries because you’re scared you won’t be able to stick to them, enforce them, ask for them to be respected, and you’re scared someone else won’t like them. Upholding the party line, agreeing with people to keep the peace.
A hallmark of this habit is apologizing often, even when you did nothing wrong, when the situation has nothing to do with you. Not letting people know when your feelings are hurt, feeling responsible for how other people feel, feeling burdened by the things you have to do, focusing on how others see you, not saying no when you want to, looking for external validation or praise to feel good about yourself, avoiding conflict at all costs, hiding your pain, fear, worry with, “I’m fine.”
Let’s look at just a few of the root causes and common experiences that come with people pleasing.
And as always, I want to start by saying this; it’s not your fault if you have had this habit. There are massive societal influences at play that determine the thoughts we are programmed to think. Here, society, patriarchy, racism, xenophobia, homophobia, transphobia, our cultures of origin, and the dominant culture as well as capitalism come to mind as root causes of those thoughts that were programmed into your sweet little mind.
Capitalism tells us that our production is the most important thing, that we need to be constantly working, producing, proving ourselves, even in a pandemic.
People pleasing is insidious and sneaks into our brains in so many ways. And if you’re a person of color, you have to work doubly hard to prove yourself. Research backs this up and, dios mío, it takes a serious toll on health and wellness in all ways.
Another one of the most common root causes I see in folks with people- pleasing habits is not having healthy boundaries.
Again, because most of us grew up without them, or don’t know how to set them, or keep them.
Without a clear understanding of where you end and someone else begins, you lose your place on your own path. Over time, it can feel challenging to know what you actually want when you’ve had the habit of putting other people’s thoughts and feelings ahead of your own.
People pleasing can have its deepest root in a lack of parental attunement.
If your caregivers are not tuned into you, which can look like busy parents, distracted parents, emotional vacant or checked out parents or caregivers, parents dealing with trauma, stress, crisis or substance use issues, or pushy parents who demand that you excel in a certain way, then you may have taken that in as a child.
And as an adult, you may feel like you’re going to get rejected or abandoned, and your focus is on what other people think or feel as a way to keep them happy with you. And thus, the story in your head goes, less likely to leave you.
Remember, baked into being a human is a desire to not be abandoned because my nerds, being abandoned as a helpless small child can mean that you are going to die cold and alone on a mountain top and your mind and body will do everything they can to prevent that. So smart.
Fast forward to adulthood, saying no or setting limits feels scary. Speaking your needs, saying what you want, not a smart move. Your brain gets concerned about people thinking you’re unkind or otherwise not someone they would protect should the wolves come to attack the village. See how that one works?
And because ancestral trauma and understanding how we got taught these behaviors is so important to me, I want to name the intergenerational nature of these thought habits. We learn them from our parents who learned them from theirs, on and on.
Smart kids do what is modeled for them. And if that’s people pleasing, well, then you learn to people please.
When a parent or caregiver has this habit and is so focused on thinking about other people’s pleasure and approval, so outwardly focused, you as a kiddo can come to see your adult as unstable or fragile because they’re often disappointed and upset.
As that kiddo, you worry that if you’re not making them happy, then they won’t be happy. Because if your adult is kind of walking around like an open wound, always looking for validation, then it makes sense as a child, you’d want to fill that void for them so that they’ll stick around, they’ll think you’re worth saving, they’ll think you’re worth feeding. Makes a lot of sense to a kiddo brain.
People pleasers send the message that they are fundamentally not okay unless they are making others happy and getting that positive reinforcement.
If your caretaker was like this when you were a kiddo, it can be a struggle for them to be available to a child in a consistent way.
It creates distrust in the adult figure’s reliability because they’re just not really that reliable emotionally speaking, which is a challenging thing for a kid to experience. So once again, the logical choice is to try to keep them happy, and the cycle continues.
Tied into that is attempting to be all things to all people. A hallmark of people pleasing. And I certainly loved this one. Doing for other people what they could do for themselves, doing jobs that weren’t my job. And this can come from a fear of criticism, conflict, challenging emotions. All of which is often based in not having a positive self-regard.
Remember, people pleasing pleases everyone but you.
So you really should call it other people pleasing. But when you don’t have your own back 100%, when you’re unkind or judgmental or mean to yourself if someone else criticizes you, then trying to keep everyone happy with you is a reasonable and logical choice, though obviously doesn’t serve you in a real way as an adult. But it keeps you in that thought loop.
And all of this often runs in parallel with codependency and perfectionism.
I know you’ll see the threads between all of these thought habits, making this tapestry, this quilt in which you are focused outward and not on your perfect self.
Bodies are so smart.
People pleasing gives you feel-good chemicals that make you feel good.
When you do something and someone else validates you, you get a hit of oxytocin, dopamine. The problem is that people pleasing is buffering. It keeps you from feeling your real feelings and goddess forbid the person you did whatever for or said whatever to in an attempt to please isn’t pleased. You’re not going to get your hit of feel-good juice.
When you do things to get that dopamine hit, it is so fleeting. It literally lasts just a few seconds in your bloodstream. The half life is like, nothing. So you have to please another person and another and another if you want to get that dopamine that makes you feel good. And it’s an endless and exhausting cycle.
And my love, the final root cause is fear. Any time you keep your realness under wraps because you’re worried about how others will respond to it, you’re attempting to people please. Whether that’s not dressing or doing your hair how you want to, or assimilating to how society wants you to be so you can blend in, all of that is people pleasing.
And for sure, this is a survival tactic and it’s often a vital one for marginalized folks. So I want to be sure to be very clear here. I’m not saying this is bad and I’m not throwing anyone ever under the bus or doing what they needed to in order to survive. I’m just saying, it steals a bit of your soul. And that hurts my heart and yours.
Okay, so people pleasing is other people pleasing. It always leaves us, you, me, unpleased. Because we’re putting other people ahead of ourselves. And my darling, that’s not how you build your own joy.
This is a lot to take in to recognize in yourself, to start to see where you’re doing this, where you’re saying sorry all the time. It’s a lot. And it’s so important. And I want to invite you to cultivate awareness this week about how you’re living into these habits, where they came from, and how they’re impacting you in your day to day life.
But first, always first, awareness. Then acceptance of the fact that you do this and that your inner child is a total genius for gifting you this habit. Acceptance. And then, only then, we move into action.
We don’t skip steps, my beauty. So I invite you to look at the list I made and to ask yourself, where am I not speaking my truth? Where am I not being myself? Where am I putting other people’s happiness or feelings, wants, or desires above my own? How am I people pleasing in big and little ways?
Get real about it. Get honest with yourself. Get out pen and paper and write about it, my beauty. Get that cognitive distance and see it all laid out before yourself. And above all, always be gentle and kind and loving with yourself. All is well, truly. You just have thought habits and that’s normal and human and protective and okay.
Doesn’t serve you, but it’s okay that is has been. You get to use your neuroplasticity to put new thoughts into your thought habits and to create a new tomorrow.
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